Weight Loss!

Well hello everyone! I've got some exciting news! For the past 2 1/2 months I've been taking a pill called Skinny Fiber and it's supposed to help your body lose weight. I really love  Skinny Fiber! I've lost 8 lbs since August and I know that doesn't seem like a lot but truth is, I haven't really worked out. So 8 lbs down and a number of inches that I'm not quite sure about but I can feel in my shirts how loose they are getting! I plan on working out from now on but damn I feel good! I feel like I have more energy to deal with everyday lol.

I Feel Stuck!

So here I am sitting on the couch watching Super Why with my daughter. It's like a daily routine now. She has decided that she really likes that show and I have decided it keeps her busy and calm at times. Today was such an uneventful day as are most days which I hate! I love being able to be home and not work but it gets so boring and stressful. I have to keep the house clean but I get annoyed of being the only one who does so. I have to watch Emily and make sure she doesn't do anything she isn't supposed to and everything in between. I have people telling me I should go back to school or get a job to help my husband out and that really gets to me. I have really bad anxiety so the thought of doing something new freaks me out and I usually always quit after the first day. My anxiety prevents me from going back to school or getting a job! I would really love to have my own business or something where I sell my crafts or whatever it is i would sell! Any job that would allow me to work from home! It is so stressful thinking about what to do with my life. I feel so stuck and I have always felt this way! At 18 after graduating high school when everyone was going off to college knowing what they wanted do in life, I was confused! I don't know how they knew what they wanted but I wish I knew! Today has been a complete waste for me and that's why I wanted to blog. I hope I'm not the only one who is stuck and feels like everyday is a routine and everyday repeats itself. My daughter is my world, I love her so much but I hope I can soon figure out what it is that I need to do with my life to be happy!

Lose Weight, Ehh Maybe!

So I'm four months postpartum and I have been struggling with losing weight. I just don't have the motivation I guess. Its really difficult with being a new mom and having to do household chores and such. I try to find the time to exercise but when I do, my daughter starts crying, ugghhh. Gals, what can I do to get motivated?? I keep giving excuses because I know I can't do it alone. I need some help. I want to get healthy because I was already over weight when I got pregnant. So I've recently made a food journal so I could write down everything I eat but that lasted for a couple days and now I'm back to eating whatever I want. I can't help that food is soooo delicious. Lol. So for those of you who have had a baby and have been sucessful with weight loss, please let me know how you got motivated to shed the pounds and also how you stayed motivated. I need to do this, not only for myself but also for my daughter. I want her to see me grow old and be healthy. I want to set a good example! Help!